Cold Hearted!
Waiting for you to return from the dead…
And I advised you to smile more
As usual, only silence prevailed
Status changed that very minute
‘Cold Hearted!’ it declaimed
Wasn’t a surprise to me after all
I guess I’ve seen enough, big and small
Or so I think, to myself I told
Maybe it was all a delusion
All the stories you believed to me you sold
In your hollow eyes, answers I now seek
I know to you it all just seems too weak
My questions still unrequited
My efforts, yet again vanquished
Although every day we do meet
Encounters aren’t exactly either sour or sweet
I now recollect the time past
You had warned me, it wasn’t gonna last
But, Coldness in you I cannot recall
You always responded to my every call
With warmth and care, me, you did spoil
I found peace in you, in this turmoil
That time, as I now reminisce
All our chats that I still cherish,
Silly debates, deep conversations,
Funny innuendos and more…
Your gentle words I now so miss
It’s all the same yet totally different
It just all now feels amiss
My heart breaks to see you this way
Are you sure aloof you’re going to stay?
From your decision you aren’t going to sway?
Glimpses of our time together run by me
Blurred although now is my memory
I’m waiting for you to help me revive
I’m waiting to see your ‘real’ smile!